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生日這天凌晨我在趕稿
在搬來的新家這邊，以新買的IKEA燈照明
搭配The Softies、Azure Ray...
無疑很舒服的，但全身處於勞累的狀態
好多天了。不太健康。

又到了感傷的變老日
人家說過了25歲就開始走下坡了
我不依～我不依～
未來還有什麼風景、會做著什麼樣的工作
都不知道呢
身體就要開始不聽使喚了嗎？幸好勞動節不用上班，而且編輯還算勞工
早上10點多醒來，陽光灑滿整室
（這是沒有對外窗的舊家無法體驗的感覺）
亮烘烘的、曬衣服的感覺
讓心情有比睡前好了些

然後再度開始寫稿。
History repeats itself.
對我來說，Life repeats itself.

我要去熱帶島嶼
變成老人後出國就不好玩了。


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播這首光聽旋律就不得了的歌Maple Leaves
（生日嘛，感傷一點無所謂）
一直以來對反覆的loop就毫無抵抗力
對於在loop中做變化更感到相當神奇

Jens Lekman慵懶的聲線
針對「理解」這件事做文章
Make-Believe（假裝）可以聽成Maple Leaves（楓葉）
講Fall（墜落）以為是講Autumn（秋天）
甚至誤解為後龐克團The Fall的靈魂人物Mark E Smith
還有女生老是抱怨自己的身材，但其實他不介意
覺得明明就很漂亮呀

I never understood at all
呵呵，真的很讚。


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Jens Lekman "Maple Leaves"
It's autumn in Gothenburg
I'm walking home to my suburb
Rain falls hard on the city
on every homeless kitty

Oh please god bring relief
even if it's only brief
that she says the dreamer just make-believe
but I thought she said maple leaves

So we talked for hours
and you cried into my sheets
you said you hated your body
that it was just a piece of meat, I disagreed

I think you're beautiful
but it's impossible
to make you understand
that if you don't take my hand
I lose my mind completely
Madness will finally defeat me

She said it was all make-belief
but I thought you said maple leaves
and when she talked about the fall
I thought she talked about the season
I never understood at all

I thought she said maple leaves
and when she talked about about the fall
I thought she talked about Mark E Smith
I never understood at all
I never understood at all
I never understood at all


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